
| Location | London |
| Age | 29 years |
| Date of Birth | 27/06/1977 |
| Date of Death | 19/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 29,449 since 13/03/2008 |
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I would like to thank everyone for visiting Nat’s site. Thanks to all of those who have left
candles, poems and for showing your support and love. Your time and effort is greatly appreciated.
Please continue to leave your kind words as it means so much to us. Thank You, Em.
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This page is dedicated to my beautiful sister Natalie.
After 3 years of fighting, Natalie lost her battle with cancer on Monday, 19th March 2007.
Natalie fought long and hard, never complained and was always positive. She was determined to win
and never wanted to give up.
God chose her as his angel a long time ago, and now our little soldier is a beautiful star watching
over us all, and protecting us even now.
You will be forever in our hearts and we dont know how we get through each day without you.
Natalie (Fats) leaves behind doting parents Mum and Dad, big sister Marina, little sister Emily, and
fiancé Nick. As well as many many family and friends.
Fats, another year and its all still the same. I miss everything about you; from your beautiful
smile to your dark innocent eyes. I loved the way you would throw back your head when you laughed
and would beg me stop beacause it hurt too much. What I wouldn't give to hear one of your stupid
impressions now! I miss how the freckles on your face only showed up in the sun, and even miss
being woken up by your singing in the shower! But most of all I miss you; my sister, my best
friend, the other, better half of me, and now you are gone I am lost.
Fats, we all love you and miss you more and more each day. Keep the feathers flying for us!
Love you forever your little sister
Emy xxx
Ps: I dont know much...
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The Sweetest Smile
The sweetest smile, the gentlest touch,
The joyous song we’ll miss so much,
The warm embrace, infectious grin,
The radiance your laugh would bring,
The love you gave so selflessly,
The tears you shed so secretly,
We’ll never know the sorrow and the pain
That you hid from us again and again,
To protect us all from all our fears
Whilst you would fight those long, long years,
The pride your strength brings to us all,
Just hold your head up high and tall,
For what we never shall forget,
No greater beauty we have met,
So fly above and guide our way,
And help us smile with each new day,
Since we have known and loved so much,
Your sweetest smile and gentlest touch.
Written by Marina for Natalie
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As long as we can dream
as long as we can think
as long as we have memory
WE LOVE YOU
As long as we have eyes to see
and ears to hear
and lips to speak
WE LOVE YOU
As long as we have a heart to feel
a soul stirring within
an imagination to hold you
WE LOVE YOU
As long as there is time
as long as there is love
as long as we have breath to speak your name
WE LOVE YOU
FOREVER WE WILL LOVE YOU
Love ~ Hugs ~ Kisses ~~ Jane...x♥x
Good evening my darling. I had no network for a few days and I missed talking to you. I have Nicole, Diana and Jakey staying with me for a couple of weeks and im loving it, still you know all that. We have already talked about you , you seem to pop up quite often and Jakey always wants to stand by the photoboard pointing you all out. My lovely , I hope you are taking good care of you, although I know you are in good hands. We miss you lots babes and we think of you even more. Have a good night my sweet Angel . LOVE YOU.XXX
THE SHATTERED REMNANTS OF OUR HEARTS
ARE STRANGELY BEATING STILL,
WITH DEEP, DARK HOLES AND FATHOMLESS
NO LIGHTS COULD EVER FILL.
WE DON'T KNOW HOW WE FACE EACH DAY
WITHOUT OUR DARLING GIRL,
WITHOUT HER,
GONE IS ALL THE HAPPINESS.XXX
GOD BLESS YOU MORO MOU.
Special letter from heaven
I'm writing this from heaven where I dwell with God above. Where there's no more tears or sadness, there is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy, just becuase I am out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you, every morning, noon and night.
That day i had to leaveyou, when my life on earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and he said 'I welcome you'.
Its good to have you back again.
You were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family and friends, they will be here later on.
Then God gave me a list of things HE wished for me to do. And foremost on that list of mine, is to watch and care for you.
And I will be beside you every day and week and year.ANd when you sad, I'm standing there to wipe away the fear.
And when you lie in bed at night the days chores put to flight, God and I are closest to you in the middle of the night.
When you think on life on earth, because you are only human, its bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry, it does relieve the pain.
Remember, there would be no flowers unless there was some rain.
It's always God's philosophy and I'd like it for you too, that as yougive unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help someone in sorrow or in pain, then you can say to GOD at night, My day was not in vain.
And now I am content that my life was worthwhile, knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.
So if you meets someone who is down and feeling low like you - just lend a hand to pick him up as on your way you go.
When you are walking down the street and you've got me on your mind, I'm walking in your footsteps only a half a step behind.
And when you feel that gentle breeze or the wind upon your face, that's me giving you a breat big hug or just a soft embrace.
And when its time for you to go from body to be free, remember you're not going, you comind here to ME!!
And i will always love you from the land way up above,
We will be in touch again - soon...
P.S. GOD SENDS HIS LOVE!!!!
To all my GONE TOO SOON FRIENDS this poem above is from one of our angels above sending to us on earth below.....
To all and each individual one ONCE AGAIN thanks for the love, and support - for the photo - or a candle - or a prayer - or a tribute - or an email - whatever....... GOD ONLY KNOWS HOW IT TOUCHES ME.......
When i am feeling down... like each and every one of you.... i thank God for bringing you all into my life.... and I pray that our angels above are all happy and together and looking down at us and sending us all their love.....
Have a blessed weekend and a beautiful week and always i will be here on Friday next week to send you all my love......
You all are so very special
A hug
From your friend
Isabelle
BROKEN HEARTS
BROKEN HEARTS AND SHATTERED DREAMS
LIFE TORN APART AT ITS SEAMS
HEARTS AND MINDS IN PAIN AND SORROW
MISSING YOU MORE TODAY,TOMORROW
TIME CANT HEAL AND WORDS WON'T MEND
THE LOSS WE FEEL AT THIS SAD END
HOW EVER LONG TILL WE MEET AGAIN
YOU'LL BE REMEMBERED, BUT UNTIL THEN
WE WAIT WITH HOPE WITH IN OUR HEARTS
WE'LL BE TOGETHER NO MORE TO PART.
GOOD NIGHT ANGEL XXXXXXXXXXXXX
THE VISIT
If i could visit heaven, even for a day
maybe for a moment the pain would go away.
I'd put my arm around you and wisper words
so true, that living life without you is the hardest
thing we do.
with lots of love to all .lizzyxxxxxxxxxxx
ASK MY MUM HOW SHE IS
MY MUM, SHE TELLS A LOT OF LIES
SHE NEVER DID BEFORE
BUT FROM NOW UNTIL SHE DIES
SHE'LL TELL A WHOLE LOT MORE
ASK MY MUM HOW SHE IS
AND BECAUSE SHE CANT EXPLAIN
SHE WILL TELL A LIE
BECAUSE SHE CANT DESCRIBE THE PAIN
ASK MY MUM HOW SHE IS
SHE'LL SAY ' I'M ALRIGHT '
IF THAT'S THE TRUTH THEN TELL ME
WHY DOES SHE CRY EACH NIGHT ?
ASK MY MUM HOW SHE IS
SHE SEAMS TO COPE SO WELL
SHE DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE YOU SEE
NOR THE STRENGHT TO YELL
ASK MY MUM HOW SHE IS
' I'M FINE, I'M WELL, I'M COPING.'
FOR GODS SAKE MUM, JUST TELL THE TRUTH
JUST SAY YOUR HEART IS BROKEN
SHE'LL LOVE ME ALL HER LIFE
I LOVED HER ALL OF MINE
BUT IF YOU ASK HER HOW SHE IS
SHE'LL LIE AND SAY SHE'S FINE
I'M HERE IN HEAVEN
I CANNOT HUG FROM HERE
IF SHE LIES TO YOU DONT LISTEN
HUG HER AND HOLD HER CLOSE
ON THE DAY WE MEET AGAIN
WE'LL SMILE AND I'LL BE BOLD
I'LL SAY ' YOU'RE LUCKY TO GET IN HERE MUM
WITH ALL THE LIES YOU TOLD.'
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They say that life is fleeting
I know that this is true
I left this world so quickly
with no goodbye to you
I know how much you miss me
your tears fall ever light
the pillow where you lay your head
is wet with them at night
I know your heart is hurting
the words were left unsaid
I love you's left unspoken
are spinning in your head
The strength that I have carried
that serve to make you whole
remains to make you stronger
within your grieving soul
For you see while you were weeping
on the day I passed away
at the gravesite near the flowers
where my loved ones knelt to pray
An angel came to see me
she took me by the hand
she led me to a kingdom
in a very distant land
As I look down from the heaven
and see you standing there
your heart so ever burdened
with more weight than it can bear
I long to bring you comfort
I long to give you peace
I long to hold you closely
cause all your tears to cease
The joy i've found in heaven
goes far beyond compare
the love that's so elusive
can be found here everywhere
The light is softly shining
theres no storm clouds here or rain
theres no teardrops found in heaven
theres no suffering, theres no pain
You needn't be so troubled
stay close to god and pray
that someday we'll be together
one bright and glorious day
So my loved ones you shouldn't question
my dear ones you need not cry
i've gone to be with jesus
I really didn't die
Thinking of you always ~~ Love Jane...x♥x
ANGEL
You're an angel that nobody can see
still, an angel is what you are to me.
An angel from heaven is what you are
in my sky you are my heavenly star.
Your an angel of beauty and grace
you're kind and sweet,you've an angel face
with graceful angel wings.
Happiness, joy and love are just some things
that an angel can give.
When everything is dark,you give me light.
You're an angel that gives me reason to live.
You're an angel that teaches me to give.
You're the angel that makes me live another day
You're my angel and you'll always care.
You're my angel and i know you'll always be there.
ALWAYS LOVED, ALWAYS MISSED, ALWAYS IN MY HEART
ALWAYS ON MY MIND. XXXXXXXX MUMMY XXXXXXXXX
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THE PIT OF GRIEF
The day my child died, i fell into the pit of grief. My friends watched me struggle through daily life; waiting for the person i once was to arise from the pit,not realizing'SHE'is gone forever.
The pit is full of darkness,heartache and despair; it paralizes your thoughts, movements .The pit leaves you forever changed, unable to surface the person i once was.
Some of my pre- grief friends gather around the top of the pit,waiting for the old me to appear before their eyes, not understanding whats taking me so long to emerge.
After all, in their eyes, i've been in the pit for quite sometime. Yet in my eyes,it seems as if i only fell in yesterday.Not all my pre- grief friends are gathered around the top of the pit.Some are helping me with the climb out the darkness.
They climb side by side with me from time to time, but mostly they climb ahead of me,waiting patiently at each platow.Evenwith these friends i sometimes wonder if they are also waiting for the pre-grief me to magically appear
before their very eyes.
My post-grief fiends are the ones who climb with me, side by side inch by inch, out of the pit of grief. They have no way of comparing the pit climbed to the pre- grief person ionce was.You see they started at the bottom of the pit with me.
They are able to reassure me when i need reassurance, rest when i dont have the strength.
They want me to get better,to smile more often and find joy in life,but they also accepted the person i've become.
The person who is emerging from the pit.
ALWAYS LOVED ALWAYS MISSED MY DARLING
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A flower reminds me of you.
A flower reminds me of you
a delicate bunch an immense sight.
Overpowering colours vibrant and bright.
Some an elligent rose swaying in the breeze.
Some delicate blossoms blooming on the trees.
Some spring orchids dazzling in the warm.
Some calm,turquoise bluebells swaying on the lawn.
Dearest Natalie a flower reminds me of you.
Antonia age 10






























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